Yelena allows the chauffeur to open her door and assist her out of the limousine. She stands on the curb at the priority entrance for a few moments, realizing that this may be her last visit here. Part of her is glad that the criminal element will be taken down, but she is strangely saddened that a lot of innocent people will lose jobs and hopes that other investors will be able to pick up the club and keep it going. In some manner, she wishes that........shaking her head she sends an encrypted text to a man she barely knows. >>Blake. Is Yelena. We barely know each other. Yelena has question. Yelena sad for jobs lost at club. Can government own club? Yelena need job after finish something private. Maybe run club for you with friends? Please think about.<<
Yelena walks confidently up the ramp to the secluded VIP entrance and presents her ID to the bouncers, who check her name against a list before running a scan across her and letting her into the club. A short walk later and Yelena is standing in front of the hostess, who welcomes her. "Welcome, Miss Yelena. I trust you are doing well this evening?"
"Yelena well. Thank for asking. Yelena is expected."
"Indeed you are. Walter here will escort you to your room. Be careful, please."
Yelena nods at the thinly veiled reference to her last visit and follows Walter to the private room to find that Frank is already there, but no one else yet. Yelena allows him to take her stole and asks about Bella. Frank looks genuinely concerned as he says that Bella is doing as well as she can, but they will not allow him to visit her yet. When he turns back to Yelena, she puts her arms around his neck and kisses him. He is taken by surprise for a moment, but recovers nicely, returning her kiss and letting his hands roam across her torso, eliciting small moans of pleasure from her. She turns in his arms to present her back to him. "Zipper, please. Yelena not want ruin dress."
Frank unzips the gorgeous dress and helps her step from it, admiring the view of the pretty and sensuous Keeb. He hangs the gown on the rack and takes her in his arms again. She holds tightly to him and whispers, "Yelena not need drugs or vodka for this. Frank make love to Yelena? Just you and Yelena this time."
Surprised by the request, Frank bends to kiss her then picks her up and carries her to the large settee in the room and makes love to the woman in his arms. The sex is not fueled by drugs or alcohol and is as real as possible. At some point he begins crying huge tears that fall onto her breasts. She reaches up to wipe them away and tell him it is alright to cry and to feel pain, at which he stops his actions and looks at her before continuing. The sex is passionate and tender and both orgasm in immense waves that last for several minutes. Both cry out in the pleasure of true emotion and Frank collapses on top of Yelena. Frank looks at Yelena with a strange light in his eyes. "Who are you and where is Yelena?"
Yelena reaches a hand to his face and tenderly traces his firm jaw. "Yelena here. Is real Yelena. Yelena feel call of drugs in room. Body want drugs desperate. Body need drugs. But not real Yelena. Want Frank see real Yelena before drug control body and mind. Want Frank make love Yelena before drugs. Yelena need help. Drugs very strong, but not real Yelena. Frank kiss and touch and love Yelena before drugs. Please?"
The man lowers his face to Yelena's and begins kissing her entire body, spending much time tasting her and pleasing her before recovering and mounting her again in a sexually pleasing and passionate manner that produces even greater cries from her than the first time. This time it is Yelena who starts crying first. This is real and she knows it will soon end in a drug and alcohol fueled daze as she has sex with anyone who comes near her. She weeps for her lost childhood, for the people she has killed, for the people she has loved, for everything that will soon mean nothing to her as she feeds the monster that is her addiction. A thought passes through her mind that the drugs here can be taken in such quantities as to render her to the shadow one last time. That thought is tempting; so very tempting. All her troubles over. The great evil in the world that is Yelena Petrovna gone in a near instant. Not the painful death she deserves or has expected for decades, but a quiet end and a cheat to the demons who haunt what little is left of her soul. Something deep inside her begs for this release from her life, from all she has done and will continue to do to others. For the first time in sixty years she sees the face of Father Koraly. The priest is sitting with her in the small hiding space that is her home in the church. She is three years old and he is reading to her from the bible, his Russian thick with the accent of his native Ukraine. She has not thought for many years of the man who took her in and gave her life and a home for the first three years of her life. Certainly she has never seen his face so clearly before as he reads to her of the sin of taking a life. And she has sinned many, many times in just that fashion. And other sins pile upon that one, more sins than any one person has a right to commit. Her heart is near to exploding as she hears the words of the commandments. She will never be worthy of any sort of forgiveness, even if she believed in any sort of a just God.
And she is tired; so very tired. Tired of a life of emptiness and without meaning. She has killed hundreds of people and the tree on her back bears witness to that. She has murdered, oh has she murdered. Her thoughts go to Marco. Dear, sweet Marco. He is clearly not meant for the shadows yet, but would allow himself to be drug there for his love for a broken woman with no soul left. Her death would release him of that choice and he could return to his life. His much safer life. He deserves so much more than Yelena the Murderer. She would not bring him happiness, but only confrontation, sorrow, and misery as he tried to mold himself to what he thinks she needs. And she would let him do that for her. No, is it not time for this to end? A few of the right pills mixed with the alcohol here would do it. The resolution made, she cries more tears, this time for the knowledge that it will all be done. Yelena opens her eyes to look into the face of a man she could love but does not and her thoughts go out to the man she does love. To him she composes a quick text and times it to be sent to him in four hours, which should make it impossible for him to rush to her and try to save her should he intuitively divine what she means to do. >>Marco. Is Yelena. I love you......just in case. Be you always.<<
Setting the text, Yelena smiles up into the face of the man in her arms and begs him to make love to her again. She can already feel the siren call of the drugs and the vodka and wants one more time with her surrogate for the man she loves enough to not burden him with her evil. The man obeys.