During the tirade, Arc's jaw was set hard, her gaze lowered slightly as her hands clenched into fists. He was completely right...She should have told him from the beginning. Regardless of how much it would have out him at risk, she had no right to keep that from him. Her feeling of fear had returned, her instincts and history telling her to dodge what was being inflicted on her. But, she held firm. She knew he was right: she should not have waited, that was dumb. But she couldn't change what had happened. And she'll be damned if she loses her first Vrukan this way, so when he barked out the last word her right hand came thumping down on the table.
"...You have the truth. Fear ruled my actions and brought my shadowed words. Not fear of what you think, but fear of risking you. You have your life together, and not many Barrens hoops can day that..."". She stood up and stepped over to him, cradling her left hand firmly around the back of the man's head and bringing her forehead to his, a sign of earnest. "I have you now. I am your Vruken, as you are mine. From here on out, you have the full me. If you cannot handle that, say it now"
She paused, her chest rising and falling from the flurry of released emotion, already feeling the weight in the pit of her stomach lifting...he seemed hurt that he wasn't trusted, but relieved she had confessed. He knows he's bonded with a fresh shadowrunner...tch, can't say that everyday...". Standing there in her vulnerable state she looked up at him, letting her hand fall ever so slowly as she allowed her smirk. "already thinking on kids huh? Man, you fast for a breeder". She trailed off, clearly teasing in attempting to lighten the mood, momentarily distracted by Marco's text.
@Marco {Arc}>>
<<I'd be shouting too if I found out I got turned into a hamster and lost my stuff. Heh. Here, take my keys, and get yourself someplace safe. If you can't think of something, take him to my garage and tie him to an engine block or something
work is never done...