After the initiation to the gang Derick (Ryuu) sat down in his room and let his mind slip into his true home, The matrix. To most, it was but a virtual thing, created by technology, it had no real life or semblance, but to him It was were he was meant to be. He felt more at home here than anytime in the "meat". He sat there just floating and relaxing as the data and resonance flowed around him. After a while he strained his mind and attempted to tune in on the resonance streams of zero-one. eventually he found one that he had felt before and allowed himself to flow away with it until he came to end and was once again standing before the resonance rift. He had tried once already but failed to get across. That experience was... awful. He pushes the thought out of his mindComon concentrate, you got it this time. Just focus. Ryuu finds his center and begins once again to concentrate and steps into the Rift and is assaulted with all his faults, his past regrets, Its more than he can stand. He is thrust back out and thrown from the matrix. He returned to the meat world panting. the entire ordeal having taken less than an hour. He sighed *It seems I am still not yet worthy to step into the resonance realms, but I got closer this time. Soon I will make it across. with that comforting though he got up and went to grab some food.
